|1.||an act of satisfying; fulfillment; gratification.|
|2.||the state of being satisfied; contentment.|
|3.||the cause or means of being satisfied.|
|4.||confident acceptance of something as satisfactory, dependable, true, etc.|
I have been thinking about this word all day. Like what does it mean to really be satisfied. I sometimes feel in my own life I am never quite satisfied with anything or anyone. What does that really say about me? I do not, though, see myself as a perfectionist. Because I am far from complusive about things being perfect. I feel like everything in its normal state is just less than.
Maybe that is why I have yet to really reach my full potential where my weight loss is concerned because I feel that I , like everything else in my world, am less than. So why bother. The irony, in my opinion is that most people who know me would see me as an optimist. I guess I see myself as a realist.
I gotta ponder this further.