Every day is a new day

a new day 2 start over... make things right... get back on track. i am only a failure when i quit trying. i made it 2 thje gym 2day and feel so much better about myself. i have decided against the 5k next weekend? or have i? i haven't ran n almost a month but maybe i'll walk it. im not sure yet. my climb is in exactly 4 weeks. and i trained for that today. i climbed around 800plus steps. the climb is a total of 1150. i know i can manage doing ok on the climb. i really wanna beat my time from last year. i wanna do it in 15minutes. i have raised $70. so my pleas for donations starts today also.
gotta run. will add to this post later.

Here a blurry pic of me on the stair climber. You get the idea.


As i lay here nursing my almost 15mo baby girl, i feel really blessed. i need 2 b more thankful as life is 2 short & 2 precious. i am doin so so on my plan. all the spare valentine candy is really messin me up. i havent worked out in the afternoon but i have been working out in the early a.m. Wednesday i did the fitness coach. this a.m. i did the wii fit. i would have worked out earlier & longer but Angel was exercise blocking.


Not so manic Monday....

I ate ok today.
Breakfast- slim sandwich
Snack-Think bar
Lunch-salad with chicken and alil too much dressing
Dinner- Beef teriyaki

pre- biggest loser 35 minutes
23 minutes on biggest loser

Everyone is asleep. I have a slight stomach ache. I wanna wake up in the a.m. and do my bggest loser workout. I guess it all depends how much sleep i get 2night. The baby is still in the bedwith us & that makes getting decent sleep really hard.


Another new beginning,....

I have still been playing with this weight loss thing. Its like I cant even write about it because I feel like a failure. I guess I am not quite a failure becuz I havent stopped trying yet.

I want to quit. It want to do what is easy, but I think I will hate myself more than I do already. I am getting over an upper respiratory infection. So i havent been exercising. My 5k is in 3 weeks I am so not ready. I will still do it. I hate feeling like a am a quitter. I also have officially put my daughter on a 'diet'. I didn't want to do it but she needs to get her eating under control. She is 5'4" and weighs 186lbs. I am 40 lbs bigger than her. So therefore, my example is really crappy. So i want us to work on this together.

Did i mention the betting pool at work? There are 4 of us. We each put in 20 a month. So since Jan 2010 guess how much I have lost...? NOTHINg. I am actually up 1.2 lbs. What a bunch of crap. But I am moving forward. I have my lunch packed and since money is tight I will be eating small breakfasts.

I would blog more but lately I have been so down that it is hard to find the words. I feel like I keep talking and not doing. I need to be dooing more and not talking.

I will make this happen for myself.

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