Here I lay in my bed...awake @ past midnight. My daughter got back a few days ago from a visit with her dad. It was nice to have a break I must admit. This past year with her has been real challenging. She has gotten real hot in the pants & I am so upset & frustrated.
She chases after boys over the internet. She sends suggestive pictures. She is too much for her own good. I have given her time and time again to make good choices but I keep checking her & seeing that is not what she is doing. I kinda feel like I am at my wits end but I know I just need to stand my ground keep on her.
I have decided to deactivate her facebook. I also think I am going to take her cell phone indefinitely. If her dad needs to reach he's gonna hafta go thru me. This is the plan until school start next month. After that I will probably get her a track fone or remove internet and maybe even texting from her plan. She is going to have to prove herself to me & she hasn't done that yet.
I really do not know what else to do. I want to trust her but I can't. It really sucks. I am tired & have a ton of stuff to do. Did I mention she is going away to a fitness camp next week. I pray she don't behave inappropriately their.
Please pray for me &my family.