Hanging on

This picture is an accurate representation of how I have been feeling for the past few weeks. Clinging and straining... unsure if how to find balance. I feel on edge and angry a lot. I have major mood swings and it is so unpleasant. I wish I could just create a plan or a system for myself and stick to it.

I am really blessed but feel more stressed than anything.

I can and will get through this.

Prayers are greatly needed and much welcome.

I haven't been exercising or eating too great and that isn't making things any better. I went for a consultation for the weight loss surgery. My insurance has qualified me and now I have to jump through some hoops and I may have the surgery in the summer...maybe sooner.

My current weight is 242... my heaviest ever... Even pregnant I wasn't this enormous. My body is definitely at its tipping point.... My right foot hurts every morning when I get up, I occasionally have this ankle pain in my left ankle. I am not sleeping worth a crap.

I miss blogging and I am going to come up with a plan and share it here. I do not get what I need in terms of support from my hubby and I have decided that I am no longer going to make that my excuse for not doing what I need to do. This is my life and I have to do what I need to do for me and the family. I will not longer take his approach for delay and procrastination.

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