As I lay here with tears in my eyes I know that it's my emotions as well as my situation and circumstances that have me feeling this way. I kNow it's just the devil tried to steal my joy. I want to learn how to remain calm and even-tempered. I'm pretty sure that would be easier if I didn't feel so stressed. Really feel like I need some time to myself. But I never really get it. But when I do it's 9 o'clock at night when I'm too exhausted to even be able to complete a thought. So what good is it time to load if I'm just exhausted stressed or sleepy.
It's useless. That's what time alone at 9 o'clock to 10 o'clock or 11 o'clock is to me. Oh well I'm gonna put this day to bed and then tomorrow's a new day.